This morning I was drinking my coffee and I realized I felt…normal.
It’s been weeks since I’ve broken down sobbing. Since some little thing reminded me of him and broke me inside. Since I felt the darkness of grief so deeply that I couldn’t breathe. I cry, sure, but not the guttural type of crying. Not the kind that brings me to my knees.
I don’t imagine I’ll ever move on. There’s no moving on from grief. Everyone tells me those stages are nonsense. But maybe I’m in a place where I have accepted it. I can make it a whole day without bouncing rapid fire from one emotion to the next. I don’t sob over the washing machine because it’s just my clothes in the laundry.
Now something can remind me of him and I can smile at the memory. It’s beginning to feel like I was blessed to have him, rather than robbed to have him taken away.
L. Booth
It took soooo long, especially for you Little Brother. Always missing you, gone tooo soon!
Mark Scherzingerq
It took soooo long, especially for you Little Brother. Always missing you, gone tooo soon!
Mark Scherzingerq
Our adored Mum has been gone almost three years and it’s only now I can speak of her without crying..It’s a bittersweet journey fir everyone who has been Blessed to have had a great love,being your parents,your partner and the hardest ,your child.Grief just melts into your heart and you live that tad differently now.❤️
Our adored Mum has been gone almost three years and it’s only now I can speak of her without crying..It’s a bittersweet journey fir everyone who has been Blessed to have had a great love,being your parents,your partner and the hardest ,your child.Grief just melts into your heart and you live that tad differently now.❤️
I’m still in the early stage of my grief my husband of 32.5yrs passed 12/23/17
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It is so hard to even understand why. But you have to lean on your faith and family to get through. I’m still having trouble being alone since my husband died in 10/28/17 .
I’m still in the early stage of my grief my husband of 32.5yrs passed 12/23/17
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It is so hard to even understand why. But you have to lean on your faith and family to get through. I’m still having trouble being alone since my husband died in 10/28/17 .
I love this❤️ I was just thinking about the acceptance phase this weekend. I will always love him and miss him. This totally sums up my feelings.
“Now something can remind me of him and I can smile at the memory. It’s beginning to feel like I was blessed to have him, rather than robbed to have him taken away.”
I love this❤️ I was just thinking about the acceptance phase this weekend. I will always love him and miss him. This totally sums up my feelings.
“Now something can remind me of him and I can smile at the memory. It’s beginning to feel like I was blessed to have him, rather than robbed to have him taken away.”
It does.
But it’s a daily struggle to not let that sadness overcome you
It does.
But it’s a daily struggle to not let that sadness overcome you
You said it perfectly it is a struggle everyday and I miss my husband